Sleeping in new beds/ have you ever loved someone this much? - Lily Cuyler
Do you ever get an assignment that you absolutely just cannot do. And you try so god damn hard and you sit in front of your laptop buried in notes and pages and when you try to write it nothing come out so you just cry and cry and feel unintelligent? Because that’s 100% me right now.
Everything is crashing down on me.
School. Assignments. How can I focus on applying for a job if I have to deal with this crap. 20% of final grade. Midterms I’m not prepared for. Blam. Blam. BLAM.
I had a great weekend.
I had a great weekend but I was incredibly unproductive. I had a great weekend even though I cried more than once and was very sad a lot of the time. I talked about weddings with the boy with glasses’ friends, we drank, I got a little high and wanted to hold hands the rest of the night.
I watched him from across the room, interacting with his friends and listening to songs from his old band. I smiled his way and he blew me a kiss. He is ridiculously wonderful, and he is perfect for me.
Fun Fact: I don’t feel bad about hurting a clowns feelings but I’ll feel bad if I hurt your feelings. Or King Lear’s feelings.